Angelo I just read mommy and grammy/s notes to you and I agree with them that you will always be our special #1 little boy. You are our angel and I know you are watching over us....
When your little brother is here I know you will help him ease the pains that everyone has been feeling.... We know that he will bring happiness back to the family especially to mommy and grammy...daddy and poppy and uncle sonny and me and everyone else who"s life you touched in the so little time you were here...
You are our special angel and will always be loved and never forgotten.....Don't forget to throw me kisses when I see you shining bright in the sky......
I can't believe it's been a whole year since you've been gone. I miss you so much and wish you were here. I see other people with their kids and babies and I am so jealous. Your baby brother is on the way and I hope I can love him as much as I love you. Your mommy's pumpkin forever! I thought it would get easier but it will take a very long time to be able to deal with the pain of losing you! I love you so so much and I wish that I could change the events of 1 year ago. There is so many what ifs that run through my mind but only God knows what will happen and when. Meibe you were here for such little time for a purpose to show us what true love is. Me and daddy love you like no other. You are our special Angel now to watch over us and your brother and your future siblings. Please let everything be good and your baby brother be healthy happy and live a long life way past ours!
I love you pumpkin and I promise that I will make sure you are never forgotten!
Missing you / Maryann Phillip (Grammy) (Grammy)Read >>
Missing you / Maryann Phillip (Grammy) (Grammy)
Angelo
The last 365 days I can honestly say there was not one day that my heart did not break for you mommy and daddy. It is not fair that you had to leave us so suddenly and so young.
I miss you and your smiles crazy eyes chubby cheeks chubby legs soft skin and good nature! You are the sunshine of our lives and always will be! It’s going to be hard for your little brother to live up to your standards!
Today is so hard because it resurfaces so many sad feelings of loss and as much as we should not ask why because there is no answer…I really wish I could understand why you are no longer with us.
As you watch over us you can see how much we miss having you here and longing for what could have been.
Angelo..you will always be Grammy’s #1…I love and miss you each and every day.
missing you / Anna Vile (great grand mom )
H Angelo.....I know you hear us when we talk to you because you are our special angel.....Things will be hard this week for everyone so I would like you to watch over all of us especially you mommy and grammy.... You are allways in our hearts and will be there forever .......love you and miss you.. Close
If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane We would walk right up to Heaven And bring you back again
No farewell words were spoken No time to say goodbye You were gone before we knew it And only God knows why
Our hearts still ache in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No on will ever know
But know we know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store
Since you’ll never be forgotten We pledge to you today A hallowed place within our hearts Is where you’ll always stay
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My heart feels as though it will never heal. I remember every moment as if it were yesterday and not a day passes by that I don't shed a tear by myself for you. I love you Monkey!!
Happy 1st Birthday to the Sweetest Angel / Aunt Jaime Read >>
Happy 1st Birthday to the Sweetest Angel / Aunt Jaime
Angelo,
Yesterday was your 1st Birthday and wow how much we all miss and love you so very much!! I thank you for the strength that you give your mommy & daddy every single day... Missing you is very hard but that much harder to know all i can do is be a shoulder for your mommy & daddy when ever they need me because there are no words to make them feel better!!
I hope that you saw Darrell climb that big tree out front of your house just to make sure that you got all of your balloons! These next few months are going to be so very hard for daddy & mommy and all of us, please be our guide to get through them because through you and even the fact that we only had you in our lives for a few months you give us the strength to make it! Your gonna be a big brother soon and i know that you had something to do with that...we will always remember you forever and ever as
Happy 1st birthday. I'm sorry I didn't get on here yesterday on your actual birthday, we were running around getting stuff ready for your party. I miss you so much, it hurts. I just keep picturing you running around saying mama and dada. I wish so much that I could here those words come from your mouth. July 4th will never be the same without you. When you were born 1 year ago we kept joking saying that we would tell you every year that we got fireworks in all the townships just for your birthday. I know you would love to see them. We did send up lots of balloons for you that we all wrote messages on, hopefully you saw them. I can't believe it has been a whole year. It seems like just yesterday you were born and I kept saying how handsome you were and so tiny. The first night you came home, daddy made your formula and he didn't put enough formula in with the water. I couldn't figure out why you wouldn't stop crying :) It was pretty funny once we found out the reason, then you were happy and sleepy! You loved your formula! I just want you to know that the new baby will NEVER replace you. Your new brother or sister will know everything about you and know how special you are. I can't wait to tell the baby all of your funny stories, like how you would smile at me every morning as I would get you ready to go to Dawn's even when you did big # 2's in your diaper, you thought that was the funniest. You were just starting to make new noises that were the best things I could ever hear. I need you pumpkin to please be with us right now and over the next couple of months. Please give us strength. People always say that I am so strong but I'm not. How strong can you be when your baby is not here anymore? Strong is getting through each day ok. Strong is being able to say "baby" without wincing or to be happy for someone else's baby. It's very hard pumpkin. I never thought in a million years that I would rely on my child so much. I ask you for so much and to help us all the time. I wish I could be doing for you. I hate SIDS.
Hey 'Lo, I know it's been a minute that I have written but never think I forgot you. You will be missed dearly & never ever forgotten. I am angry today. I am angry that our God, the one we are supposed to believe in took you too soon. I suppose he has better plans for you but that doesnt make it any easier. I am sorry I never had the chance to really know you but I still had the chance to love you with all my heart. Everyone loves you and misses you. Please watch over everyone as you are the smallest of angels we need watching over us. Please give us your strength. Until we meet again, Fly High Baby Boy. Know that you are loved so much and nothing could ever change that. I hope you seen the balloons we sent you last night. they were all for you. see you again some day my little love.
Angelo hope you have fun today with all your friends....We sure do miss you.. Happy 1st birthday We had a run last week in your honor and we made lots of money for research to help find a cure for the dreadfull thing that took you away from us..As you might know by now mommie and I finished dead last...but we did it for you...it was a tough walk up and down hills.. Today we are having a barbacue and we will be sending you baloons with notes in them.. Try to catch them . Help us all get through the day...it is going to be tough on all of us....love and miss you sooo much. Again Happy lst birthday 7-03-09.
Tribute to Angelo's 1st Birthday / Maryann Phillip (Grammy)Read >>
Tribute to Angelo's 1st Birthday / Maryann Phillip (Grammy)
Angelo,
Yesterday's walk/run was a tribute to you and to let you know you are always in our hearts. So many people commented on how handsome you are and always so happy! Poppy always says how amazed he is at how many people you met in 2 1/2 months. Don't worry, because many more people will continue to meet you for many more years to come.
This week is your birthday and it is not going to be the day we wanted to plan, but many of your family and friends will be together to send you special birthday messages.
Like the song mommy has on your site, "It's not fair you died so young..." We are all very sad about this but will keep your memories alive forever!
Grammy wants to tell you Happy 1st Brithday Angelo. I love you and miss you very much.
Our little angel Angelo / Anna Vile (great-grandmom)
Angelo I am sure you know by now that you are going to be a big brother....Mommy called me on Father's day and let me know I am soo happy for her and daddy and also for grammy and poppy...and myself....We miss you soo much that I hope this will help everyone. I want you to remember that you will always be number one in our hearts and you will never be forgotten...Watch over mommy and let her have a happy pregnancy that she had with you....We are always thinking of you Love mom-mom Close
Angelo, Thank you so much for the great news that we got today! I know that you had something to do with it! That made daddy and poppy's father's day so much better for them and all of us. We love and miss you so much, it's so hard. I'm looking at your pic now and you are so handsome and precious, your so perfect. I love you pumpkin and I know we ask you for so much, thank you for helping all of us out when we need it most. Your walk is next Saturday and I am really looking forward to it. We should raise alot of money and awareness for SIDS.
Today is mothers day and I am missing you so much. I miss doing all of the mommy things for you pumpkin. You came into my life and changed everything, you changed the way I think, the way I feel, the way I love and I miss that. I hate it so much that you can't be here with us. It makes me so mad that we all feel so much hurt and pain and there is no reason your gone. You should be here! Please be with us always especially the hard days, you know which ones. Please give us strength to get through them. I love you pumpkin so so much! Poppy's birthday is on Tuesday, give him special birthday hugs!
Happy Mothers Day to all mommy's especially the ones who have lost a child, grandchild, neice or nephew. They are the ones who are truly tested on days like today.
Little Angel / Gina Perez (passerby)
Adrianne please write my anytime you would like. I know the pain you are going through. Angelo's is with all the Angels now and I am sure my Corina is just loving him so much and telling him how much you and his daddy love him very much. Monday April 20th will be the 1 year anniversay of my daughters death and it is extremely difficult to deal with that. I will have to celebrate her birthday and mourn the day she passed away on the same day. It's going to be more difficult for you as you celebrate his birthday and death on separate days. I will pray for Angelo in my daily prayers that he is happy and living life with God and all the Angels to the fullest. I will also pray for you and your family that God give you the strength to get through this difficult time. Close
Me and daddy lit a candle for you today. It's an Easter egg with lady bugs on it that Melissa's mom gave us. It is very cute! I woke up this morning missing you so much. I wish the Easter Bunny would have visited you today. I saw some cute toys on tv that I know you would have liked playing with. Hopefully you are looking down on us and knowing how much we love and miss you. Please give us all strength and help us to smile and be happy when we think of you, not sad. I think about you all the time and like grammy said, we will be together again.
We are missing you so much on this Easter Day. I know you are watching over us though.
When you lose someone you love so much it is hard not to think about the plans you had and what you could have been doing. Poppy tells me not to think about that, but to think about what we did have...all your smiles, hugs and kisses....they were great.
Today I am going to think of all that and also that we will be together again..when I think about that, I am happy.
We are missing you so much on this Easter Day. I know you are watching over us though.
When you lose someone you love so much it is hard not to think about the plans you had and what you could have been doing. Poppy tells me not to think about that, but to think about what we did have...all your smiles, hugs and kisses....they were great.
Today I am going to think of all that and also that we will be together again..when I think about that, I am happy.
We are missing you so much on this Easter Day. I know you are watching over us though.
When you lose someone you love so much it is hard not to think about the plans you had and what you could have been doing. Poppy tells me not to think about that, but to think about what we did have...all your smiles, hugs and kisses....they were great.
Today I am going to think of all that and also that we will be together again..when I think about that, I am happy.
I miss you so much. I look at your pictures and wonder how different our lives would be if you were still here. I think about how much fun we would be having with you. I think about all of those special times and moments we would share. I still think it is not fair that you aren't here and it hurts just as bad as the day I found out. The world moves on but our lives are kind of stuck. I miss you so much. You would be 9 months.
I love you pumpkin and will never stop! Your my special boy!
missing you / Anna Vile (great grandmom )
Angelo I miss you more and more each day...I talk to you everyday and I know you hear me...I can see the star glimmering like it is moving to my voice...Your pictures are all over my house. and I talk to you everytime I pass them...You will never be forgotten...I will keep you in my heart forever....Love great grandmom..... Close